我现在一定有阅读障碍症
我现在绝对有阅读障碍症，不要说大部头的书，就连长一点的文章都看不进去了。
从小学到初中到高中，最喜欢做的事情就是找书看。什么书都看，老爸藏在书柜后面的《人性的证明（新编）》、《旋流》、《红岩》、《今古传奇》等大部头书、杂志也被我悄悄地搜出来看完了。喜欢通宵达旦的看书，而且喜欢躺着看，最好手头还有零食，最后的结果就是导致现在视力急剧下降。
我的看书历史要一直追溯到幼儿园的时候，那时老妈给我订了《小朋友》杂志。老妈最引以为自豪的是我学数数就是看《小朋友》自学的，在老妈教会我从1数到10后，刚好那一期的《小朋友》有一个掷色子的迷宫游戏，游戏上面螺旋状的按顺序印了从1到100的所有数字，然后我看着学会了100以内的数数。几天后给老妈表演，老妈高兴坏了。
上了小学后，每次到了订杂志报纸的时候，老师总会在黑板上写出一些适合我们看得杂志和报纸。当然我每次都是全订，除此之外还要在老爸的学校再订几本。因为在上小学前看得杂志都是幼儿类的，要不就是《小朋友》，所以到了一年级第一次拿到《我们爱科学》这本让我感觉是大人才会看的杂志后，我自豪的拿在手上而不是放在书包里，一路从学校走回到家，恨不得让所有人知道我开始看大人看得书了，呵呵。
老爸喜欢看小人书，所以买了很多，差不多能装满一个编织袋。我看小人书主要看字，上面的画通常是一略而过。所以对其他同学主要看画而不看字就奇怪的不行，最烦他们看得慢了。
那时逛街最喜欢去的地方就是书店，最羡慕的就是那些父母在书店里上班的同学，羡慕他们可以随便找书看。每次到书店必不会空手而回。在小学的时候老妈经常出差，每次都会给我带回几本书。有一次买了一套《孙敬修讲故事》。在拿到书的那个夏天晚上，老爸和学校的几个老师在丝瓜棚的灯光下打了一黑夜的扑克，我在旁边看了一黑夜的书，等太阳出来我也全看完了。
长大一点后，暑假会去姥爷家玩一段时间，姥爷家在太原，新华书店也比小县城大得多。每次回到家，我都会带一箱子的书。记得小学刚毕业的那个暑假，老爸老妈额外奖励了我几十块钱，从姥爷家回去我就买了十几套名著。有什么《战争与和平》、《合同子》、《牛虻》、《愤怒的葡萄》、《巴尔喀阡山狂想曲》、《彩虹》……，哈哈，那一个暑假爽死我了，不过初中开学后就配了生平第一副眼镜 :-(。那时12、3岁，我一个人从太原坐火车回到家，还真有点大人的感觉。
第一次看得武侠小说是小学五年级时候看的《谁是大英雄》，好像是老爸从学校图书馆借出来的。等我到了高中，靠着教师子女的特殊身份，我能直接去图书馆的书库里找书看。第一次看的凡尔纳的小说就是在书库里翻出来的，然后就一发不可收拾看完了所有能找到的凡尔纳小说。
高中毕业后，学了计算机专业。文学类的书渐渐就很少买了，基本上全是专业书籍。与电脑接触的时间也越来越长，一直到毕业后的现在，渐渐发现很少能够专心致志的去看一本书。不要说走神了，眼前的字都会像小蚂蚁一样跑来跑去。
二十多年来书买了很多，现在大多数都没了。找我借书的人很多，大部分都是借走后就没有了下文。有的到我家去玩，随手看见一本不错的书，然后说一句“拿去看看”，从此这本书就没有了踪影。经常是反复从我家借走书，而很少还给我，几乎所有的小人书都是这么消失的。有一次老爸的一个同事搬家，在整理出的所有书里面，有满满一箱子的书上面写的我名字，当然这箱子书随着他搬家也没在还给我。
在高中时认识了一个外校的同学，他也喜欢看书，他要和我交换书看，我同意了。到他家一看惊讶的发现他总共就那么20来本小说、杂志中，没写我名字的就只有寥寥几本。因为我写名字只写一个“锋”或者“C.F.”，但我认出了我的字迹而且也认出了的确是我买的书。所以我说要拿回所有属于我的书，他非说这些是从别人那里借来的，不能给我，最后闹个不欢而散也没能拿回这些书。
在我的同学朋友里面，拥有的书能让我觉得多的，也只有卫锋了，他的存书量不亚于我，他睡觉的床就是他的两个书箱子。我们经常交换书看，每次交换完毕都是用绳子捆住往家带。上次去他家还看见我的那套《战争与和平》、《中国少年百科全书》。对了，这本《中国少年百科全书》是我考试在全班前几名时老妈给我的奖励，原先是要给我游戏机的 :(。在卫锋那里借书的人要少很多，因为他脾气有些倔，非要借的话，他能跟你闹翻脸，嘿嘿。
我对书向来是非常爱惜的，除了写名字之外，我是不会在书上乱写乱画一笔的。所以我的书向来都是比较干净的，这点上跟我人截然相反，哈哈。所以从我这里借走书不还也罢，如果还给我后成了狗啃过的样子，那我是不再会借给对方的了。
高中毕业后，多年不在家住，损失的书就更多了。有次假期在家整理东西时，发现那个在老爸办公室里原先是满满的大书箱空了三分之二。残留的多是一些《电脑报》等一些计算机相关的书刊杂志报纸。堂弟上了高中就住到了老爸的办公室，我的书柜不知什么时候被他占了以后，里面存放的一些书也没有了踪影，尸骨无存呀。
现在书买的少了，自然也就失踪的少了。上一本能记起来被别人借走未归的书是同是系友的朱LY MM 从我这里借走的一本关于 C++Builder 编程的书。她毕业一年多了，过年前还见到她，她也没提还我书，看来她忘了。
现在网络发达，能在网络上找到几乎所有的名著电子版。从1998年第一次上网开始，我渐渐的又开始收集电子版图书。收集的多，看的少。主要是看得时间长，眼睛红肿酸痒。上一次在电脑上用CRT显示器看得长篇小说是《北京故事》，这个就是后来改编为电影《蓝宇》的那个，这说起来都是1999年的事情了。
不过自从两年前买了PDA后，看得书又多了起来，因为这样我能躺在被窝里舒舒服服的看书了。但是发现现在看书只是看过了，看书的质量已经远不如以前。
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